Frustration.

Have you ever had a friendship with someone that you wanted to be so much more than it was?

I feel like I'm in that friendship right now. It's so frustrating. I want to believe that we're the best of friends, that there's nothing that either of us wouldn't do for the other. But I feel like this is very one sided.

Even when we're together in the same place, our friendship is superficial at best. We talk about mundane, trivial things. How's class? How's life on the most basic level?

And when we're apart and texting, we stick to these same topics. Or it becomes an exchange of facts. Perhaps I'm reading too much into this. I am wont to do that.

But I don't think I am. And it hurts to think that this friendship is nothing more than what it appears to be at the surface.