Smile.

Sorry for the long hiatus again. There really is no reason for it. I'm just lazy. My sincerest apologies.

Alright, for this post, I want to post some lyrics. Hopefully, you're familiar with this song. Maybe you won't be. But the lyrics to the chorus (as well as the rest of the song) are amazing. And with Eyedea recently passing away, these lyrics speak volumes.

Now/
I can only build if I tear the walls down/
Even if it breaks me I won’t let it make me frown/
I’m falling but no matter how hard I hit the ground/
I’ll still smile/
I can only build if I tear the walls down/
Even if it breaks me I won’t let it make me frown/
I’m falling but no matter how hard I hit the ground/
I’ll still smile/


I really like the message behind these lyrics. It's applicable to life these days, what with everyone I love leaving? Okay, maybe that's an exaggeration. But some days, it feels that way. However, I'm going to stay strong and stay positive. I'll still be able to talk with Jess and Jordan, and all my friends here will still be there for me. 


I just have to think about each day as it comes. I'm trying hard not to live in the future nowadays, but it's becoming increasingly complicated. I'm just ready to get out and be done. I know, I know. I should cherish these last few months of my senior year. Soon, I'll have to be an adult in the big, bad, real world. What a joke. If you haven't already been an adult before now, I worry for you very much. 


Anyways, this is another rambly post. 


Take away message: Enjoy what you have when you have it.